Alright, well most people know that I\’m incredibly uptight and a tad bit panicky every once in a while.  Lately it\’s been worse, and I\’m not 100% sure of the cause but I think it has something to do with being homesick.  I\’ve never really gotten homesick before or anything and I have no real reason to, and I think I\’m paranoid about getting sick away from home.  I don\’t really know what\’s wrong.  All I know is that for the past week or so I\’ve had like a bunch of panic attacks.  So, this being said, many of those concerned have urged me to go to a doctor cause I think I might have a panic disorder (not a new development…if i do I\’ve had it my whole life.)  Panicking for no reason is no fun at all, and if the doctor can do something for me then I might as well try it.  I don\’t really want to go, but if it calms everyone else down I will.  It could help right?  So anyways…tomorrow Rachel and I and possibly Kattiey (she\’s sick) are going down to the health center so I\’ll keep ya\’ll updated.  Crossroads was awesome.  There\’s not a better way to celebrate a birthday I promise.  I love that retreat.  Now I\’m back in Arlington….blah.

\”Be not afraid.  I go before you always.  Come follow me and I will give you rest.\”

2 thoughts on “Homesick”

  1. The Canoe ride was so my idea for gift to you but since i came up with another idea for a present for you ill let Chris and Susan claim the canoe. Hope you feel better. im always here to talk just tell your friend Chris to shove it

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