Alright, well most people know that I\’m incredibly uptight and a tad bit panicky every once in a while. Lately it\’s been worse, and I\’m not 100% sure of the cause but I think it has something to do with being homesick. I\’ve never really gotten homesick before or anything and I have no real reason to, and I think I\’m paranoid about getting sick away from home. I don\’t really know what\’s wrong. All I know is that for the past week or so I\’ve had like a bunch of panic attacks. So, this being said, many of those concerned have urged me to go to a doctor cause I think I might have a panic disorder (not a new development…if i do I\’ve had it my whole life.) Panicking for no reason is no fun at all, and if the doctor can do something for me then I might as well try it. I don\’t really want to go, but if it calms everyone else down I will. It could help right? So anyways…tomorrow Rachel and I and possibly Kattiey (she\’s sick) are going down to the health center so I\’ll keep ya\’ll updated. Crossroads was awesome. There\’s not a better way to celebrate a birthday I promise. I love that retreat. Now I\’m back in Arlington….blah.
\”Be not afraid. I go before you always. Come follow me and I will give you rest.\”