Alright, well most people know that I\’m incredibly uptight and a tad bit panicky every once in a while. Lately it\’s been worse, and I\’m not 100% sure of the cause but I think it has something to do with being homesick. I\’ve never really gotten homesick before or anything and I have no real reason to, and I think I\’m paranoid about getting sick away from home. I don\’t really know what\’s wrong. All I know is that for the past week or so I\’ve had like a bunch of panic attacks. So, this being said, many of those concerned have urged me to go to a doctor cause I think I might have a panic disorder (not a new development…if i do I\’ve had it my whole life.) Panicking for no reason is no fun at all, and if the doctor can do something for me then I might as well try it. I don\’t really want to go, but if it calms everyone else down I will. It could help right? So anyways…tomorrow Rachel and I and possibly Kattiey (she\’s sick) are going down to the health center so I\’ll keep ya\’ll updated. Crossroads was awesome. There\’s not a better way to celebrate a birthday I promise. I love that retreat. Now I\’m back in Arlington….blah.
\”Be not afraid. I go before you always. Come follow me and I will give you rest.\”
The Canoe ride was so my idea for gift to you but since i came up with another idea for a present for you ill let Chris and Susan claim the canoe. Hope you feel better. im always here to talk just tell your friend Chris to shove it
Karen, I’m gald you had an AWESOME Birthday! I was glad that I was able to celebrate it with you! I hope you feel better soon!