What the heck am I doing? I slept in this morning. I feel awful about it. I swear, there is no rhyme or reason why I do the things that I do. None. At all. It\’s not logical…..it\’s not always even emotional. I just end up doing stuff….really random stuff. Not that all the random stuff I\’ve ever done has turned out bad, but it just doesn\’t make sense. I sense patterns. I don\’t make decisions based on what I should/should not do logically. I don\’t even always base decisions on what I want/don\’t want emotionally. I just make a decision on a whim and then when it starts to screw me over, i try and fix it….leading to screwing me over more in most cases. I should really start thinking more. I\’m so confused. No one\’s gonna even understand this entry. So next week should be really fun. i should be working now. I have an English paper due on Monday, I have a trig test on Mon., Sociology test on Tuesday, Astronomy test on Thursday and a Govt. test sometime next week. I don\’t have English! Yay!
\”Everything about you, it takes my breath away. Hallelujah. I tried this once without you and it was my great mistake. Hallelujah\” – Sanctus Real