Patterns of Doing

What the heck am I doing?  I slept in this morning.  I feel awful about it.  I swear, there is no rhyme or reason why I do the things that I do.  None.  At all.  It\’s not logical…\’s not always even emotional.  I just end up doing stuff….really random stuff.  Not that all the random stuff I\’ve ever done has turned out bad, but it just doesn\’t make sense.  I sense patterns.  I don\’t make decisions based on what I should/should not do logically.  I don\’t even always base decisions on what I want/don\’t want emotionally.  I just make a decision on a whim and then when it starts to screw me over, i try and fix it….leading to screwing me over more in most cases.  I should really start thinking more.  I\’m so confused.  No one\’s gonna even understand this entry.  So next week should be really fun.  i should be working now.  I have an English paper due on Monday, I have a trig test on Mon., Sociology test on Tuesday, Astronomy test on Thursday and a Govt. test sometime next week.  I don\’t have English!  Yay!

\”Everything about you, it takes my breath away.  Hallelujah.  I tried this once without you and it was my great mistake.  Hallelujah\” – Sanctus Real

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