I don\’t know what it is. I seem to have lost all of my will to care. like all of it. I don\’t want to work. I don\’t want to do anything productive right now at all. I need a better reason to get up in the morning. I need a new fresh perspective. I need to get my love of life back. That joy that I\’ve been famous for in the past seems to have gone away from me, for a while. I can think of one time when I was truly joyful this summer. One time. Normally I\’m joyful like 27 times a day. (I must say though, the one time when I was joyful this summer I was extremely joyful). Yesterday I literally did nothing for like 5 hours and then I went to church with sam….the coolest girl ever. I also met andrea who actually lives in Spring, right by Danny\’s house. I met so many cool people at the UCC. Don and Sam and I had a huge discussion about Scott Hahn. How cool is that. Everyone was super sweet. We had a BBQ afterwards so I have yet to eat Cafeteria food for like 3 days. Yay. Small victory for Karen, avoiding sickness. By the time I got back it was like 9ish. Got a ride from Michelle and she had a Buick LeSabre!! Rock on my car sister! It was much fun. I tihnk I\’m going up there today for Mon. mass, so yay! I love being Catholic! Then I came back and did laundry…..ergh. Kattiey was in there with me though, so it wasn\’t that bad. Except that my clothes didn\’t dry..and were still damp….ugh. So upsetting. I was up till 3 last night. Had a trig quiz today….I\’m worried. I need to take a shower really bad.
\”If you can taste the burger, you\’re eating it too slow.\” – Don