Wish me luck guys. I have to talk to my boss tomorrow and she gets the final say on whether I keep my job. Besides that, It\’s overall been pretty good. I get to go to Maine in like 2 days! I\’m so excited!! I love my family and I can\’t wait to see them! I really need to eat something good too. I\’ve been eating out….alot, and I\’m starting to not feel good. I need like a homecooked meal. But that\’s what Maine is for. It\’s my vacation. I\’m so excited. My mom said that I might get to go to the beach. I miss going there. I could see myself getting a week or so off from any job to spend a little bit in Maine every year. I don\’t want that tradition to be over, ya know? My family is too important to me. I went to Fazoli\’s w/Alex tonight. It was pretty fun, although he seemed really \”detatched\” and that was really deppressing. I mean I understand why and everything, but I wish I could make him happy. I guess i\’m like that. I want to make everyone happy. At least I try to. I really do try, I might not succeed, but I do try. That\’s what i\’m gonna tell Leah tomorrow. I try really hard, I\’m sorry if it\’s not good enough.
\”People should work to live, not live to work.\”