Today is 8 days before Danny and I\’s 2 year anniversary. Too bad we broke up at one o\’clock this morning. I got 10 minutes of sleep last night and now I\’m an emotional wreck. I\’m literally crying while typing this. I never thought that it would end like this….so badly. It\’s totally my fault, and I cannot say I\’m sorry enough. Nothing I can possibly do will make it better. I can\’t believe that it happened. I don\’t even remember what life was like without Danny and I cannot even deal with it at all. I should never do anything ever. I always mangae to screw up the best things that God has given me and God did give me Danny. I do love him. I love him with everything that I have. I wish that I had a rewinder so I could rewind a while ago and fix it before it happened, but I can\’t. Now I don\’t know what to do and I lost my boyfriend and bestfriend in less then 24 hours. A strong friendship that took 2 years to develop suddenly crushed in literally an hour. I\’m so depressed. I couldn\’t sleep last night, I had like 3 panic attacks, I haven\’t been able to eat, I\’ve nearly thrown up a couple times. Anyways, if i\’m not in the best of moods you know why.
\”What I really meant to say was I\’m sorry for the way I am. I never meant to be so cold.\”