Sometimes I wish I was organized and that I could think so logically and I could make lists and plan things and follow through…without the confusion of emotion. It\’s not that I don\’t like emotion…far from it, but I wish that I could think with my brain every once in a while. I want to get my life together…how nice would that be. I guess I think that getting it all together will make me realize what it is I actually want which would be nice. I kinda wanna do some introspective soul-searching i guess. Look at the real me in the face. Accept who I am, was and will be. I think I lie to myself alot and have a distorted view….but then again so does probably everyone else in the world. I should really start praying more.
\”Are you gonna ditch me and go after my sister?\” – Susan