Buckle in, everybody. It’s going to be a bumpy ride. Disclaimer I feel the need to add a disclaimer / trigger warning that today I’m going to talk about the part of my life I am currently most ashamed about. Before you even ask, yes, I am getting “help” I actually have 2 therapists, a …
Everyday I star items in my Google reader to go back to and spend more time on. Many times they\’re recipes or pictures I want to pin or add to my excel spreadsheet of ideas. Occasionally, a post will stay on there because I know I want to delve into it more deeply. On December …
I admit, I have truly been slacking on this experiment. It\’s actually quite sad that I haven\’t been able to make time for just a small amount of reflection each day. Now, that\’s not to say I haven\’t had amazing conversations with people I care about, or even that I haven\’t been productive (although today …
I have neglected blogging, mainly because I have neglected reflecting. A thousand things swirl inside my head and I haven\’t been able to focus them into cohesive thought and slowed down enough to truly write them out. So, as I was sitting here reflecting on what direction to go and how to get more focused …
Note to self: When having to go to the music building at 9, don\’t wake up at 8:48. I actually made it on time, surprising enough, but I almost died I swear. By the time I got there, I couldn\’t breathe and needed water, and there was none so I spent all of music trying …
So I went to the doctor and she gave me medication essentially to clam me down. It just makes me tired. Really really tired. So most of yesterday I spent sleeping. I haven\’t taken the medicine today though, so I\’m bright-eyed and bushy-tailed. I think I\’m only gonna take it at night cause I almost …
Alright, well most people know that I\’m incredibly uptight and a tad bit panicky every once in a while. Lately it\’s been worse, and I\’m not 100% sure of the cause but I think it has something to do with being homesick. I\’ve never really gotten homesick before or anything and I have no real …
I don\’t know what\’s been wrong with me lately. I\’ve been like stressing out for no reason. Like no reason at all. It\’s like I\’m overworked, but I\’m really not. I think I\’m going crazy. It\’s not like I have nothing to do, but I\’m not particularly worried about anything. classes are going fine. I\’ve …